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stiffened but when she did nothing but hold him in her arms, he eventually began to relax. His arms
tightened around her, and he just held her like that. His heart thudded hard in his chest, thumping in a
rapid staccato against hers. His mouth moved against her hair.
 I shouldn t, he said, hugging her closer.
Her hands slid up his back, and she tilted her head, seeking his kiss. His breath warmed her lips.
She parted them, her eyes closed, her body completely in tune with his.
 Kiss me, she whispered.
He released her so abruptly, she almost tumbled from the piano. Her arms shot behind her to
help her regain her center of gravity.
He immediately grabbed her to keep her from falling.  Sorry, he said.  I can t expect you to
trust me with your safety if I put you in harm s way like that.
 Fine, she said, glad it was dark so he couldn t see how watery her stupid eyes had become.
 You don t have to kiss me if you don t want to.
 Maybe this isn t a good idea, he said. He found her face in the darkness and cupped it between
his hands.  I haven t been alone with a woman since Sara. I didn t realize how much I needed Owen
with me as a spotter.
The ache in Dawn s chest lifted, and she laughed.  A spotter? You re not bench-pressing me,
Kellen, she said.  Just touching me.
 But there are things a woman expects that I won t deliver. Kissing, for example. Owen handled
that part.
 I didn t know, or I wouldn t have asked.
 It s not fair to you. I can t expect you to abide by my weird little rules.
 Maybe you should tell me what those rules are, so I m less likely to break them. I m trying to
understand you, Kellen.
 Why?
 Because I like you.
 Fuck.
She stiffened, and her temper flared to life.  Sorry you find my affection so revolting.
 I don t. I find it wonderful. And tempting. And scary as hell. I like you too. More than anyone
before Sara, he said.  Or since.
So she was in second place after a dead girl? She supposed it was a start. What would it take to
climb to the top? She needed to be first. Maybe not tonight. Maybe not this week or this month. But
someday. Someday she wanted to be Kellen s number one. She just needed to not mess this up before
then. Unfortunately, her mouth often spontaneously said things she regretted.
 Do you think Sara would want you to give up love for the rest of your life?
 Now that she s gone, I m sure she wouldn t care if I got a dog, he said,  but she was
incredibly jealous. She wanted me all to herself. She forced me to promise her all sorts of things and I
did. And I meant every last one of those promises.
 But shouldn t they have ended when she died?
 No, he said.  They should end when I stop loving her.
Which would be never.
 Now I m going to have to remind you to relax, he said.
 Relax? she sputtered.  How am I supposed to relax?
He lifted the heavy mass of her hair from one shoulder and gently caressed the bare skin he
exposed.  First, you should stop trying to compete with Sara. You re not her.
 I m well aware of that. I m sure she didn t have to make sense of your rules and worry that she
was going to ask you to do something taboo like kiss.
 No, I had no rules for her. But she had plenty for me. Rule one: no biting, he said.
His teeth nipped Dawn s earlobe. She shuddered and gasped as pleasure licked down the side of
her neck. His nose brushed her throat, and she felt the warm moisture of his breath against her skin
just before he nipped the side of her neck, her collarbone, her ribcage, belly, mound.
 Another rule: don t put your mouth there, Kellen . His tone was as feminine as his deep voice
could produce.  It feels weird.
God, it didn t feel weird to Dawn. It felt great. He might not have been willing to kiss Dawn on
the mouth, but he did one hell of a job kissing her lips.
 I only want to come when you re inside me, Kellen, he repeated more of Sara s words.
 Looking in my eyes. Promise you ll never come inside anyone but me, Kellen. Promise.
Wow, that woman had his head all sorts of messed up. Dawn supposed most men would have
made those kinds of promises to make their woman happy, but doubted they would have taken them to
heart the way that Kellen so obviously had.
 Kellen, Dawn said.  You don t have to promise me anything. I don t want you to.
His only response was to suck her clit into his mouth and stroke it rapidly with his tongue until
she exploded with ecstasy against his face. She clung to his hair, rocking her hips involuntarily as she
moaned in bliss. After a moment, he dislodged her fingers from his scalp and reached for the rope
again. He didn t speak as he worked, first crisscrossing the rope across her torso and back, around
her breasts and over her shoulders. He climbed to sit behind her as he bound her arms together behind
her back, starting at the tops and working his way toward her wrists.
Kellen tied knot after knot, as if building an intricate rope ladder between her arms. He spent so
much time on each knot that it seemed to take forever. She wished she could see what he was doing
back there. What did it look like? She d never been more conscious of her skin. Her breasts, pussy,
and above her neck were the only parts of her body that were not in some way associated with lengths
of rope or knots, so she became fixated on those parts, wanting stimulation for those areas too.
 I wish I had more rope, he said when he moved away at last.  I d really like to showcase your
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